Creating monsters

It is not the easiest way of life
But it's not for me to decide

It's like I'm looking for ruin
It is like I'm creating monsters

Out of something good
Something sweet

Becomes a nightmare when I'm through
Well oh at least I know

I'm creating monsters
To keep me up
Keeping me awake
Disturbing, frightening

I want it so to last
Still all I know is how to destroy

Help me build a wall between
Me and my monsters
My self-created monsters

Well oh at least I care
Well at least I know